by Ntong'enxele Piliso
Nako ke sibona into yakwaSkhoma iphakama irhudula iintonga zomlomo isenjenje ukuxananaza uthetha, "Ndigxininisisa kulombhodamo ndiphonononga isiganeko esehle kulomzi kaZanenkanyamba. Qondani, andihambisani nalonobangela uphuhlisa 'xambuliswano phakathi komntu nendalo. Eyokuba yingxaki kabani ke le kwazi bani?" Wabuza uRhudulu ecaphuka edudula umbuzo kuyo ithyaliti yequmrhu kwabo babekho, kucaca ukuba akayithandi lento yokungaboni ngasonye phakathi kwamaGcaleka. Wazibona etsiba uSitshotho uphendula esithi "YeyeMinyanya naloSiThixo nimnqulayo nto leyo ingunobangela libeyimpoxo isiko lenu lobuMbo". Kwavakala kumbombolozwa ingulowo edumzelela ngaphathi okwentsholo yeenyosi engafun tyeshela umgaqo siseko owabunjwayo mhla kubekwa le Nkosi uZanenkanyamba.
Kaloku uSitshotho ngumfo apha obeyingxilimbela engahambi ikhangela 'ndikho, ebeyichasa kakhulu intlalo engenamo yotshintsho.
"Yithani ke ndigabule izigcawu ndinyukele encotsheni yobushushu balombandela ndibhentsise lomxholo...ndiphumeze lembono ukuze ndicace ca njengolwimishe kodwa ngingqaqhwayeli udushe kwesisibaya", uqhubile uRhudulu ewaweza esithi "Sonke silapha siphuma hlathi linye qha sandile 'de sahluka nokukhala songezeleka ngalemigqakwe 'de salahlekwa bubuthi nobuntu esingabo".
Ngenene utshilo lo mfo kucaca ukuba uyihlafunisisile lemo yentlalo yakudala ekwayithanda kuba ibinemvakalelo kwimbali yomntu sukela kudala phaya mandulo, kuvakala ukuba ibihlakulela ubuntu komncinci nomdala.
Bubanzi ke ubuMbo kufana nesiziba sona kuthiwa siviwa ngodondolo. Iqhubile isithi "Masingathyilizaneni kulomthombo wolwazi sizenze oosiyazi njengo Cirha noMpandla, into zakwaNoliti, ibenguwashiywa nowashiywa wokrozo kuba itshoba lilale umbethe kulomzi wakwaZanenkanyamba; yingxaki ka bani na le yokuwa komntwana 'egazi?” Uwushiyile umbuzo unkenteza phambi kwabahlali kunzima wona ukuwuphendula.
Kuyobhulwa kuyombeswa yimbidane ngamalungiselelo kuyacaca ba iwile inkosi yentetha zomlomo uTshangisa. Nanko ke uMpandla egquduza eshiywa ngamanxel' omlomo: "Akusobe kukhale ibhungane kwesisixeko ndimentla”, kucaca lubala ukuba yena nonoGwaja into kaSarheli badliselwe engqayini.
Lelali kude phayana yakhiwa ngumfo uZanenkanyamba xeshikweni yonke indoda kwela kubo ibimfenguza nabaThwa kumhlaba wase Ngxak'ayikho. Xeshikweni lo mfana ebuya kuloNtaba yaseCheletyume unikwe ngabaphantsi isipho soqwalasela imo yentlalo ngoba neliso elibukhali lingebukhali nje, likwadibanisa ngohlalisana imihlambi eyalanayo. Kaloku apho ukhe wahamba-hamba umfana esengunqophoyi ethyutya-thyutya iintlanti ngemibuzo ewaxina amaXhego ewaguqu-guqula 'ngqondo ewaphonononga kuba lenyathi kuthiwa ibuzwa kuwo ayayazi na. Ubusith ke wokumva xana enqunqela ethambeken lakwaBhekuza 'Mbhinqo uqonde ukuba yinjinga nyani le ngqondi, isidanga sobudoda ayisithweswanga nje kuba kudlalwa ngamagama; ibiyinkcuba buchopho yokumamela nokuguqula into obukhala ngayo uzive uziphikisa yokuhlaba imibuzo de uzibone ubudenge.
Konke ke oko ibiyingqondo yemveli enikwa mntu wonke qha apha kuyo kubonakala nochata. Namhlanje iwile ke le Ngwevu yakwaRhacu uyihlo, kwaDyasophu uyihlo mkhulu, kwaPhelaphi uyise ka yihlo omkhulu,kwaMlonyeni uyise ka yise ka yihlo omkhulu.
Idandulukile imbongi yomzi omkhulu yatsho ngelisitshotho izwi izoba ngamagama imbali eyakhiwa ngulomfana uZanenkanyamba uyihlo esakhula yatsho de latshona ilanga emini, kwacimela ukukhanya lafutha izulu lagqekreza ngumsindo, savuka sema ngenyawo isivunguvungu senkanyamba ikhatshwa ngamatye eqhwa elibuhlungu 'de wakhwankqiseka wonke ubani sesisimanga. Itshilo lembongi isihobe sento sombongo de nalowo ebeyimfana waziva angabona, lowo ebebuhexa ngoqhwalela weba angabaleka esisiganeko, lowo unesazela somvandedwa wesono asenzayo emini -gxebe ebusuku- yanga angayozithyimfiza ubuchopho etyeni.
"Ngubani ke le nkwenkwe izano andilibali okwemfene zelali ebusuk ziphala okwehashe elingenasali?" ubuzile uMcethe kungekhobani unampendulo. Abantu bangenwa luloyiko yakutsho le mbongi uZanethemba, kucaca ca ukuba bakhetha ucwezela kude ngoku luloyiko kulembizo kaloku isisimanga into enje kumaGcaleka.
"Mhla nezolo nditsha ubhongwana de kutshone elocela izapholo ndintyiloza intwenye ekuba obubugqobhoka balamaRhabe..." Akawagqibanga lo mazwi uManqin'skhova eheshwa ngabobantu wayesithi ngamaRhabe, gama elo ke xana sililandula lisuka kubuRhanuga, nditsho ukuthi ukuxananaza macala okwentaka-mpuku.
"Ndiyavuya mna kade kudala kufuneka kwenzekile", utshilo uSifubaserhamba erhudula induku ehexa lomilenze yakhe ibhitye okwesikhuni sembawula, egxadazela kucaca ukuba ubheka kwigoqo labafazi.
Kube njalo ke ukusweleka kwenkosi uZanenkanyamba; ibengu lo wele wele kucaca kuba akho mnye umamela omnye ngoba izimvo ngalomhla zabethana 'de kwaqhawuka 'nobathana. Ukubona ngasonye nempixano lisiko elidala linenkqayi alinokugqitya nazimpethu. Hlafuna ungaginyi wonwabele lomsebnzi walembiza isesentungo.
“The fact of storytelling hints at a fundamental human unease, hints at human imperfection. Where there is perfection there is no story to tell.” ~ Ben Okri
12 Jan 2015
16 Dec 2014
18. Self Concept and the Personal Dimension of Truth
Reflections of the Way of the Outsider
by Deon-Simphiwe Skade
In studies concerned with human behaviour, there is a phenomenon simply known as the 'self-concept'.
One considers this to be among the most complex of human quests for knowledge due to its inherently far-reaching scope, despite what others may be inclined to accept of the concept of the self.
Some people tend to think the knowledge of the self is one dimensional. While others believe it is a fixed state of being.
Interestingly, the opposite is true. And it is particularly through this constant state of movement in being human, psychologically, spiritually or otherwise, that we are in fact propelled to seek enhanced personal and universal truths – at least those restless enough to pursue such matters.
Truth has a deeply personal dimension.
11 Dec 2014
17. The Great Paradox
(Reflections on the Way of the Outsider)
by uMonde iNxele
If you close your eyes, then you will see The Mystery, you Outsiders!
by uMonde iNxele
If you close your eyes, then you will see The Mystery, you Outsiders!
13 Nov 2014
Black youth can no longer be patient
by Masixole KaDlamini
Post-1994 in South
Africa, the majority of black working-class youth in different townships and
rural outskirts share a common, almost identical struggle of continuing
unemployment. If employed, they are super-exploited as cheap labour by white
capitalists in local factories and farms.
This colonial
make-up and apartheid legacy has been institutionalised and sustained in
numerous ways, but I will mention three aspects post-1994 which I think are
important. Firstly it is through the collaboration of white monopoly capital
with black political elites that maintained the apartheid socio-economic
patterns and property relations that continue to marginalise and exploit black
poor people.
Secondly, through
deliberate dysfunctional rural-township public education system (attended only
by the black working-class child). Thirdly, through legalised alcohol
consumption which in most times inevitably create all types of social ills such
as social fragmentation and degradation, rape, youth delinquency, crime and
gang-violence in our black communities.
To show the
colonial systematic intent and impact of alcohol consumption and drugs in South
African rural-township communities that still continue to this day, Omali
Yeshitela -our fearless revolutionary elder- noted that “what the imperialists
and capitalists with white power have done, was to take all the other options
and said if you want to live, this is what you have to do to live, they put the
crack cocaine in our black communities that demoralise the African workers and
poor people who are at the heartbeat of the revolution”.
Posts 1994 in
South Africa, these carefully socially engineered structural-trappings still
dehumanize black people and enchain the black working-class communities and the
youth in particular in inter-generational poverty, which is modern day slavery.
It was Bantu Biko, who made a critical observation of our condition in
townships, when he succinctly pointed out that “Township life alone makes it a
miracle for anyone to live up to adulthood”.
In Twenty years of
the democratic dispensation in South Africa, these formidable rural-township
realities of economic marginalisation of black youth,force them into a position of being mere colonial subjects that
must just accept brutal capital exploitation. Furthermore, there is state
repression and the failing education system which definitely ensures that it is
difficult for the black working-class youth “to live up to adulthood”.
Economic Freedom
Fighter, Mbuyiseni Ndlozi, best describes these economic conditions of the
black youth in rural-townships as “a permanent state of juniorisation”. On the
other hand, an eloquent poet and a writer, Pura Lavisa in his song called
Oomahlalela, asserts that, “singomahlalela kule lokishi, thina asisaqeshwa noba
singageleza, asina ntsebenzo siphila ngokuxhomekeka” (We in township are
unemployable, even if we study we don’t get to be employed, we are forever
dependent).
This persistent
status quo that economically marginalises black youth must be radically
dismantled and interrupted by revolutionary organised youth. The momentum behind such a course must be that
of apolitical action that is founded on a common struggle of being black and
poor, even by the black youth outside party-politics. South Africa, especially
for the black youth in rural-townships is still an anti-black and anti-working
class space.
Hence,
revolutionary art, poetry and conscious hip hop or truth music that speaks the
language of the marginalised and unapologetically challenges the reproduction
of political elites at the expenses of black youth is an essential potent
instrument to bring about collective unity and political agency informed by
black consciousness philosophical underpinnings and a precise class analysis in
order to organise themselves and totally reject any form of injustice and
economic subjugation perpetuated against them.
We as the black
youth in rural-township can no longer be patient and tolerate the pacifying
discourse and political rhetoric from liberal academic commentators and political
elites, ANC in particular and other political parties. To tell us, ‘to be
patient and understand, that 20 years of democracy is not enough to redress the
historical injustice perpetuated against black people’. But funny enough the
same Twenty years of democracy is absolutely adequate for private capital,
political elites and white privilege community to collaborate and thrive to
accumulate wealth and be millionaires, living in mansions, with their children
in private schools with invested funds for university. While majority of black
working class youth with their rural-township education -which is a ‘set-up’
for failure for a majority- are unemployable and continue to be exploited as
petrol attendants, security guards and cashiers at Shoprite, Checkers, Pick n Pay,
etc.
Let it be known
and be remembered that some of us as the selected few black working-class youth
from the townships are not going to take an assimilationist liberal stance and
be silent, because now we are in these liberal middle-class universities we
won't pretend that everything is fine and perfect, it is not. The marginalised black working-class youth in
rural-townships must revolt in different forms for economic emancipation and total
liberation as black people.
11 Nov 2014
16. The Eagle and The Voice
(Reflections on The Way of The Outsider)
By uMonde iNxele
Again and again, I find that I must go back to the
Promethean Myth; it is perfect at illustrating the condition of The Outsider.
The theft of Fire from the gods or the transcending of
darkness and unconsciousness through Courage Knowledge is a universal human
struggle.
AmaXhosa have a common and very ancient phrase that
accompanies every Prayer; mabuded'
ubumnyama kuvel' uk'khanya (Darkness retreat, Light shine forth). In the
Book of Genesis, God says "Let there be light".
The Outsider wants to say Yes to Existence, and to laugh
with uMdalidiphu. But when he considers his position in Society, he hears a
voice that says to him "you are mad". The Voice is Prometheus' Eagle.
The Eagle that ate away at Prometheus' Liver is much like
The Voice that is filling The Outsider's head with noise and Self-doubt.
In studying the conduct of Prometheus after the performance
of the Heroic Act, The Outsider may find a prognosis for his condition. And
truly, it is a Heroic Act today -when everyone wants to fit in- to make the
Choice to Become an Outsider.
When Prometheus is confronted by The Tyrant, he does not
falter. Torture does not succeed in getting him to recant. The Rebel remains
steadfast in his subversion of the status quo.
7 Nov 2014
Reflections
by Phumzile Kepe
In front of the mirror,
Reflections
of my bitter upbringing
rising
like vapour, invading my mind
covering
it with a blanket of dark clouds,
which invokes inner anger.
I find
my lips flooding with tears,
Meditation
of those dreadful years.
I hold
myself as much as I can,
For it
ain’t easy being a man.
Xhosa
men are taught never to cry,
So I
pretend to be strong,
Although
that seems wrong…
In your
eyes of-course, But hold on…
Tupac
once asked,
“who do
you know, that stops that long
To help
another carry on?”
I guess
nobody but GOD.
I am a
living witness of his existence,
My
presence is indeed a testimony of his greatness.
People
will make fun of your weakness,
Use it
to send you into the valleys of darkness.
Family-members
will hire you a hearse,
Even
quote you a verse
While
you still have full functionality of your legs
And not
yet breathless.
Don’t
give credence to the nonsense,
They
whisper in your ears,
That
you’ll never go far in life because
you are an arse.
They
drain the confidence in you to make you hopeless,
Fill
your mind with nonsense because they fear your intelligence.
Take it
from me friends,
My
mother has sistrens and brethrens.
Same
blood in their veins,
But
they only get together for traditions
And
never random visits.
Blood
is thicker than water they say,
But in
searching for answers
I found
myself stumbling on the way.
I trust
nobody but GOD
BUT I
never FAIL to LOVE.
28 Oct 2014
18 Oct 2014
15. Personal Truth
(Reflections of the Way of the Outsider)
By Deon-Simphiwe Skade
Let no one deceive You.
Everything is Personal.
17 Oct 2014
14. Knowledge
(Reflections on the Way of the Outsider)
by uMonde iNxele
Knowledge is the Cure that will Poison us, we Outsiders!
by uMonde iNxele
Knowledge is the Cure that will Poison us, we Outsiders!
13 Oct 2014
10 Oct 2014
13. Thug Life
Reflections on The Way of The Outsider
by uMonde iNxele
by uMonde iNxele
I was at maRhadebe's on Monday. She and I were in the living room
discussing a short story of hers when Bra Stiqs walked in. He brought
updates on the progress of our other projects, and he had a few
papers with him. Bra Stiqs never ceases to emphasize the importance
of papers and writing things down.
"Writing is a mystery," he'd whisper in
awe-inspired tones. "The Laws that Moses was given, they were
written in stone. Reading and writing are one of the things that link
us to the Divine".
Just after Bra Stiqs sat down a little boy walked
in. I began to notice him when he hugged Bra Stiqs, who was sitting
next to me. The boy looked anxious. Then he came to me; the hug was
awkward. After hugging maRhadebe he just lingered. He was not
care-free and smiling but nervous, and his voice was a bit distorted
by fear. It was the first day of school holidays, the Sun had risen,
yet there was no urge in the boy to go and play outside. MaRhadede
told him to pick up some papers in the garden and put them in the
rubbish bin at the back. When the boy disappeared, She delivered a
discourse on the importance of a stern upbringing.
After a while, the boy returned and just hung around. He asked if he
could watch television. I felt like shouting "run, run from
here! Go outside and play in the Sun!"
The matter refused to leave my mind; what bothered
me most was the awkward hug. The hug itself is not the problem; the
problem is that it was not spontaneous as an expression of affection.
I felt that his hug was not an inclination arising from his vital
centre but a habit drilled in through the head. It is part of the
discipline at home to hug everyone present when you walk into the
house.
From the point of view of classical
Psychoanalysis, the boy is in the "latency phase" of
psycho-sexual development. Psychoanalysis is a psychological science
that endeavours to shed Light on Unconscious human behaviour. The
"latency phase" of development is roughly around the time
of primary school. The boy "acquires culturally regarded skills
and values. The child has evolved from a baby with primitive drives
to a reasonable human being with complex feelings like shame, guilt
and disgust".*
From the point of view of Erich Fromm's brand of
Psychoanalysis, the submissive anxiety in the boy is a sign that in
his struggle to become what he is, he has been defeated by parental
authority. The anxiety is not an Unconscious objection to the order
to hug, because the hug itself is not traumatic. Rather, the anxiety
arises out of the Conscious or Unconscious realization that parental
authority is absolute. Even if he doesn't feel like hugging he has to
hug, because it's family rules. The other side of the struggle to
become what one is is the struggle not to become what one is not, and
this involves not giving a hug if one doesn't feel like giving a hug.
Those that are familiar with the philosopher,
Tupac Shakur, know that for him THUG LIFE was an acronym for The Hate
U Gave Little Infants Fucked Everyone. His point was that you have a
recipe for a psychic disaster when children are defeated by parental
authority in the struggles to become what they are. When the will of
the child is broken and replaced by the will of parental authority
you get defeated children at best. At worst, society will have to be
prepared for Thug Life.
Reference: * en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Latency_stage
8 Oct 2014
The Case of Medical Male Circumcision, Lost Lives and Cultural Hegemony
by Khomotso Ntuli
The
time of the year in which a number of South African communities send
their young males to traditional initiation schools so that they may
come back as “men”, brings about a great deal of questions and
commentary. Government, NGOs and civil society have all raised
concerns over the number of lives that are lost annually through the
traditional initiation practices.
According
to an article by Sapa that appeared in The
Times on 16 July 2014, the following statistics were reported for
the winter initiation season: “Over
180 boys have been admitted to hospital and 35 have died so far since
the initiation season started".
Furthermore,
a report by the Commission for the Promotion and Protection of the
Rights of Cultural, Religious and Linguistic Communities indicated
that the 2013 death toll at initiation schools in Eastern Cape was 83
fatalities. A further 54 565 initiates were hospitalised due to
botched traditional initiation surgeries. Limpopo province reported
just over half the number of hospital admissions compared to the
Eastern Cape at 35 621.
Some
people may ask: What is it exactly in this day and age that makes
young males resolute on undergoing circumcision without anaesthetic
for example, or antibiotics and general medicinal intervention when
infection occurs? Well, there are a number of reasons why some people
would continue doing this, in the same way as the Jewish communities
would have reasons around the practice of circumcision. These reasons
may not be embraced by some the people living outside these cultural
settings, but they have a historical basis nonetheless. One of the
recent arguments advocating for the continuation of circumcision has
been that circumcising reduces chances of sexually transmitted
infections, which is a much needed intervention in the context of our
country’s HIV and AIDS prevalence. One would however argue that
there is more to this than the health aspect, which is usually
brought up in a relatively secondary manner of these discussions.
Worth
noting for anyone about to engage in the male traditional
circumcision versus the medical alternative debate, are the
historical contexts and the clarity needed in handling such a debate.
Traditional circumcision is not just a surgical procedure, but part
of an important and long standing cultural ritual that different
communities go through as rite of passage into manhood.
Historical
context
One
has always found it interesting to note
that some rituals that are found in the bible, made their way to a
number of countries in which they are either not clearly documented
or recorded at all. Circumcision for boys is obviously one of these
rituals. Circumcision for women, or what tends to assume the genital
mutilation tag, is an equally important issue, but one to be
discussed another day. So why did men need to be circumcised in the
past?
Before
I respond to the question, I would like us to look at the current
meaning of circumcision. One stands to be corrected on this point.
In the South African context, there are very few places where the
importance of male circumcision as the rite of passage to manhood is
as vital as in the culture of amaXhosa, baPedi, maTsonga and
amaNdebele among others. Not only it is important for the young
boys’/men’s esteem to undergo the ritual, it also helps them find
a place in their community. Having gone through the traditional
initiation process gives the initiates a kind of stature that allows
them to participate in important family issues among other things. If
a young man has not gone through this ritual, marriage to a girl that
is umXhosa for an example, tends to also be a bit difficult as he is
not seen as complete man.
Our
minister of sports, Fikile Mbalula, had to go through the initiation
process at a relatively advanced age of 34 amid taunts. Mbalula, the
former ANC Youth League leader, may be comforted by the fact that
God’s covenant with the biblical Abraham required that all male
Jewish children be circumcised. This meant that Abraham also had to
undergo this ritual at the very advanced age of 99. So, late
circumcision is not bad.
The
reasons for Minister Mbalula’s need to undergo initiation at the
time he did may be known only to him. It would be fair to respect
the choice he made around this matter. There is however something
worth learning from the response by president of the Congress of
Traditional Leaders of South Africa, Patekile Holomisa, to a Sowetan
article by Zenoyise Madikwa where he said the following of the
minister: "In
the Xhosa tradition boys are not allowed into positions of
leadership. They are not even allowed to sit with men. I am puzzled
that he [the
minister]
was allowed
to get married."
On
the contrary, the case of Zulu men not undergoing this ritual after
inkosi uShaka ruled it out as one that contributed to temporary loss
of men for war purposes, is one that may bring an alternative view to
the notion of manhood.
Why
cultural hegemony is a necessary lens to look through
Taking
into account the fact that there have been a number of deaths related
to circumcision that take place in traditional initiation schools,
some may suggest Medical Male Circumcision as the best way forward,
without of course taking into account the fact that this plays into
the continuous undermining of African culture and traditions.
Specifically here, is one’s
view that it’s important to
respect people’s cultural preferences, when it’s said that
traditional circumcision as a rite of passage is not the same as
medical male circumcision.
Perhaps
it’s important to be cognisant of the fact that it is almost
impossible to critique the flaws of black cultural practices without
running into some problems. There is a potential threat that such a
critique may play into a discourse that finds a lot that is wrong in
African culture, without the same kind of critique being applied to
other cultures, especially European ones. It is clear that there are
a number of people who do not appreciate the importance of
traditional institutions that are tasked with the initiation of young
boys into manhood. The fact that institutions responsible for this
traditional practice are not appreciated in the face of a
predominantly Eurocentric-oriented country, and that deaths of
initiates occur, simply adds fuel to the fire.
One
is of the view that there is obviously a lot in our traditional
practices that is patriarchal and that there are other issues that
need to be looked at through a contemporary lens. But one should warn
against the views of those who make it to the “thought leader”
status of newspapers, who by virtue of such a big platform, tend to
shape popular opinion which should not necessarily be used to decide
the courses that communities are to take.
It
is with this in mind that one would challenge those who may be quick
to wish to replace traditional circumcision practices with medical
ones, to first take note of the fact that communities have the right
to practice traditional rituals as they are part of their culture.
These are rights protected by the Constitution of our country and are
worth respecting. If we, as a society or as government wish to help,
especially in curbing the number of deaths, it is important to engage
with traditional leaders with a view to collaboratively arrive at a
solution. There are clearly issues of accreditation that are crucial
in preventing bogus iiIngcibi
(traditional circumcision surgeons) from exacerbating the issue.
One
would suggest that it is not fair that those who do not understand
the need for traditional circumcision simply propose that people get
surgically circumcised and then continue with the other part (which
has to do with teachings personal conduct of manhood and other
responsibilities of an initiate towards his community) in the bush.
Circumcision is not an isolated surgical operation, but an integral
part of a people’s way of life. Whether it is a concept of manhood
that adds or takes away appreciation for gender equality is an issue
for a different piece of writing. What is important here is to
reiterate that with our wish to curb the loss of lives due to illegal
activities and not the circumcision practice itself, we may do well
if we could engage with traditional leaders. This way we would
guarantee that we put in place measures that will ensure that only
accredited traditional surgeons get to circumcise our youth. This
intervention may help a lot of us avoid falling into a view that has
ready-made solutions for people’s cultures and traditions, simply
because we feel they are “outdated”.
About
the Author: Khomotso Ntuli is the
founder and facilitator of Bush
Dialogues, a dialogue platform that
looks at issues around human rights and active citizenship. He can be
reached at mmotsodemi(at)gmail.com
3 Oct 2014
Carl Collison writes about Palesa Motsumi's Journey into African Literature
The article above was first published in the Cape Towner of 25 September 2014. Its reproduction here is done for the purpose of
widening the reach of this location-specific publication and for spreading messages around the arts in general. Text and picture: ©Carl Collison.
2 Oct 2014
New Heroes
by Deon-Simphiwe Skade
The 2014 Open Book Festival came and went with a successful turnout, considering of course that books sales have been declining in recent years. This positive outcome is worth commending, bearing in mind that Open Book is only a few years old compared to other long established literary festivals.
Perhaps what is of concern with literary festivals however is the minimal numbers of black audience. It would be very interesting to know, through research of course, why there is not nearly enough black people attending these types of events. Assuming that the reasons for the poor turnout is an economic one, for example, I believe it is not nearly enough reason for the poor turnout. For I know of many young and old professionals within the black population that do indeed read and support other art events in general.
Perhaps there is a golden opportunity for the literary festival sponsors and organisers to get other segments of the South Africa society to attend book fairs. Also, as suggested by prolific writer and festival participant, Thando Mgqolozana, these book festivals should in fact be hosted in townships as well.
Nonetheless, a shift in mindsets by introducing a Comic Fest, as done by the organisers of the Open Book, proves that innovation usually brings in tremendous results that feed into integration and general growth of the arts. It is precisely for this reason I wish to write solely about the comic book segment of the Open Book Festival, from a specific point of view of course.
The Comic Fest attracted a large number of illustrators and comic material creators. The Homecoming Centre, which is where the comic creatives were housed, was teeming with people who either came to buy the many books that were on display, or to have the authors sign their books. Many other patrons came to buy and even learn more about the comic books. I was one such person...
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Perhaps what is of concern with literary festivals however is the minimal numbers of black audience. It would be very interesting to know, through research of course, why there is not nearly enough black people attending these types of events. Assuming that the reasons for the poor turnout is an economic one, for example, I believe it is not nearly enough reason for the poor turnout. For I know of many young and old professionals within the black population that do indeed read and support other art events in general.
Perhaps there is a golden opportunity for the literary festival sponsors and organisers to get other segments of the South Africa society to attend book fairs. Also, as suggested by prolific writer and festival participant, Thando Mgqolozana, these book festivals should in fact be hosted in townships as well.
Nonetheless, a shift in mindsets by introducing a Comic Fest, as done by the organisers of the Open Book, proves that innovation usually brings in tremendous results that feed into integration and general growth of the arts. It is precisely for this reason I wish to write solely about the comic book segment of the Open Book Festival, from a specific point of view of course.
The Comic Fest attracted a large number of illustrators and comic material creators. The Homecoming Centre, which is where the comic creatives were housed, was teeming with people who either came to buy the many books that were on display, or to have the authors sign their books. Many other patrons came to buy and even learn more about the comic books. I was one such person...
CONTINUE READING THIS ARTICLE HERE.
26 Aug 2014
Magolompita’s Triumphant Narrative Flow
by Deon-Simphiwe Skade
Narratives play a vital role of giving various art forms
their identities. How successful a narrative of a particular discipline of art
becomes, for example, is chiefly dependent on the artistic skill and execution of
the one producing or creating the art piece. As an artist who appreciates
various forms of art and reflects on these disciplines from time to time, I am
going to have yet another reflection. And seeing that the art form I have
chosen to express myself through is writing, particularly fiction; I will use this
art form to illustrate how successful narratives and language should work.
Perhaps it would be wise for me to first explain what both narrative and language each stand for in the context of this article. A narrative, which possesses dual meaning in this setting, represents a full account of a story. A narrative also represents a stylistic form of that which is being related to an audience. Language on the other hand, in its dual rolefas well, represents an era in which the story is set. In addition, language, by way of extension to other literary tools such as dialogue and so forth, helps in achieving the completeness of a story. This happens when language exposes the audience members to a wider range of issues in the story that includes and not limited to: a people’s culture; their manner of speaking; their personalities and the environment in which they live in. These elements are unearthed from the structural form of the narrative that is closely guided by language, in order to reveal more and more information about the story and its characters. It is in this myriad of interventions and the overriding supremacy of narrative and language that we can safely come to a conclusion that a writer as an artist, has indeed managed to present the story well. And when the writer is truly successful in his or her attempts as evidenced by the compelling nature of the narrative; that is when we speak of the work as being honest.
Honesty is another key feature of storytelling and other forms
of art that distinguishes great works from the rest. A work of art
should be honest enough in order to be taken seriously by those who truly
appreciate art in its creative input and output. By being honest, I mean that the
work ought to give a strong impression that it
was written from a point of authority. The story may be fantastic in its ideas perhaps
to a verge of being incredulous for those not familiar with the subject matter
at hand. But as long as it is honest enough, it is bound to be taken
seriously; for the story succeeds in its representation of that which is being
related.
I would like to believe that such a view as expressed above
is held by other people who appreciate art. But the relevance or influence of
this view may not necessarily be reflected in the literary world through its
writers, publishers, critics, reviewers and general readers. For we see a
flurry of books published each and every year without unique representations of
new narrative structures and language forms. Variations in literary
presentation do come up once in a while, and for this we may look to people
such as Dambudzo Marechera, Tracey Farren and Aryan Kaganof among those who deserve
credit for such interventions. These writers and others I did not mention,
capture the essence of what both narrative and language ought to achieve in a
story when it is truly representative. Similarly, other artists working through
other media such as music, visual art and so forth, have innovators of their
own whose approach to narrative and language break away from the mundane.
It is precisely at this point that I wish to focus on the successful narrative and language use as employed by Magolompita, a Hip Hop group based in mining town of Welkom, Free State – my hometown. This unsigned music group consisting of Pule Tsoaela (aka Bentu Bam Tseka) and Lebaka Tsotetsi (aka Sheke Macasha), illustrates through their self-titled debut EP album, the importance of presenting artistic work with complete honesty. I got to know of the group’s existence through Thabang Nale, a graphic designer friend of mine living in Thabong, a township on the outskirts of Welkom. It was through Thabang and Kooles’t Venda, a lifestyle shop he jointly owns with the Pule and Lebaka that I got to buy a copy of Magolompita’s EP album (other distribution channels the collective pursues is selling their music from backpacks and through the Internet). The purchase was made earlier this year, even though the album had been out since October 2013. It was couriered to me from Welkom to Cape Town, which has since become my home, via the postal service.
Even though I listened to the album on the day I collected it from the post office and on the many subsequent days, it is only now that I managed to get a chance to reflect on the album’s artistic merit. I must point out that with each listening session I have had, that there was a consistent sense of being overwhelmed; for the music is so fresh and so innovative. This freshness seems to extend on to the CD cover of the EP as well. The artwork designer, whom I suspect to be Thabang, made the CD cover to resemble an exercise book that is covered in brown paper like those meant for school. And right in the centre is a white classic book label that reads Magolompita, to suggest that the contents could be scribbling as the name Magolompita means in English. The print on the actual disc inside is the one that captures the essence of what Magolompita is, as children in the townships would refer to juvenile writing or drawing endeavours. But there is nothing juvenile about the music loaded on the CD; the fresh and honest narratives immediately tell you so when the vocals start coming out.
The beat structure of the music has elements of hip hop music as we know it today. There is a teasing playfulness in the beats and in the overall rhythm of the music that I find working well for me as a so-called Old Skool Hip Hop audience member. But it is the group’s narrative structure and the language form that I find them most successful. Unlike some Hip Hop artists whose rhyme structures come across as forced and sometimes senseless, Magolimpita’s has a natural flow with impressive quality. For the duo demonstrates a rare ability to handle their narratives with a balanced combination of wit, satire and solid social commentary.
Even though I listened to the album on the day I collected it from the post office and on the many subsequent days, it is only now that I managed to get a chance to reflect on the album’s artistic merit. I must point out that with each listening session I have had, that there was a consistent sense of being overwhelmed; for the music is so fresh and so innovative. This freshness seems to extend on to the CD cover of the EP as well. The artwork designer, whom I suspect to be Thabang, made the CD cover to resemble an exercise book that is covered in brown paper like those meant for school. And right in the centre is a white classic book label that reads Magolompita, to suggest that the contents could be scribbling as the name Magolompita means in English. The print on the actual disc inside is the one that captures the essence of what Magolompita is, as children in the townships would refer to juvenile writing or drawing endeavours. But there is nothing juvenile about the music loaded on the CD; the fresh and honest narratives immediately tell you so when the vocals start coming out.
The beat structure of the music has elements of hip hop music as we know it today. There is a teasing playfulness in the beats and in the overall rhythm of the music that I find working well for me as a so-called Old Skool Hip Hop audience member. But it is the group’s narrative structure and the language form that I find them most successful. Unlike some Hip Hop artists whose rhyme structures come across as forced and sometimes senseless, Magolimpita’s has a natural flow with impressive quality. For the duo demonstrates a rare ability to handle their narratives with a balanced combination of wit, satire and solid social commentary.
There is an impressive lyrical wordplay in the verses
delivered by each member. The narratives are in a fine balance mix of Sesotho (in
both its original dialectical variations), English, township lingo and Tsotsi-Taal (language of township
thugs). Much like Hip Hop Pantsula who has been highly successful in his brand
of local Hip Hop called Motswako, Magolompita achieves such artistic excellence
in their music with their introductory work.
There is a distinct feature in the language used in the
lyrics. It reflects and represents the realities of young people in the present
era with all the challenges and aspirations they possess. However there is also
the representation of the past through the words and metaphors of the long-gone
era used in the language of their narratives. And from these words, a people’s
heritage is preserved and shared with the listener. The duo is frank. Perhaps
so frank that the CD cover ought to have the “parental advisory” warning
printed on it (interestingly, literature does not have such disclaimers). But candid
language should not negate the group’s brilliant efforts in creating honest,
authoritative and striking narratives.
Perhaps I should reproduce some of the duo's finest lyrics below. These are taken from track one, Chikoto:
Chain e gold (mina)
Ha o sok'oeraka (never)
I'm in the spot ba mpitsa bamtseka (yeah)
Loss-speed (ngwana), cheka letheka
And I spit the shit enkare ke na le letseka/tlala mina tlasa kasi/ thubelitsha maspala shout out tiddy tops/tlala le bale ba nwang dikala
Fall back nigger ka bontsho
All I choose swagger re hlodiseng empa ha e rule
Perhaps I should reproduce some of the duo's finest lyrics below. These are taken from track one, Chikoto:
Chain e gold (mina)
Ha o sok'oeraka (never)
I'm in the spot ba mpitsa bamtseka (yeah)
Loss-speed (ngwana), cheka letheka
And I spit the shit enkare ke na le letseka/tlala mina tlasa kasi/ thubelitsha maspala shout out tiddy tops/tlala le bale ba nwang dikala
Fall back nigger ka bontsho
All I choose swagger re hlodiseng empa ha e rule
It is undisputed that Hip Hop is on a meteoric rise in South
Africa and other African states. We have learnt in the past with genres such as
Kwaito music, that such increased attention on a particular genre opens it up
to all sorts of exploitation. This is where mediocrity begins to surface from
people who claim to represent the growth of that particular genre, when they
are in fact all about making money and creating undeserved personal fame. We
have already seen such artists in the instance of the sharp rise of interest in
local Hip Hop music. In addition to these opportunistic artists, there has also
been some South African rappers who are bent on mimicking their America
counterparts. But this practice and the ones mentioned before are not helping
the genre grow in a positive manner. What is even more depressing is the amount
of airplay these posturing artists get. But then what do we expect when
greatness has become more about swagger than the actual art of making music and
exploiting the social commentary element of it?
South African Hip Hop is well-placed to continue the mainstream
ascent it has enjoyed in the last couple of years. Much like other African
states, South African Hip Hop artists may take a global place through the
exploitation of indigenous languages in the land. It took a few pioneering
individuals from Mafikeng to put SeTswana language in the forefront of local
music through their Motswako brand. As mentioned, Hip Hop Pantsula, along with
other innovative artists such as Khuli Chana, Morafe, Molemi, Tuks and Cassper
Nyovest among others, have been very successful in this regard. The isiXhosa
speaking artists of Cape Town created their own brand of Hip Hop and called it Spaza,
while their coloured counterparts who may well be the godfathers of South Africa
Hip Hop, created a distinct Afrikaans-laced brand of Hip Hop. It is clear from
the above examples that strong movements emerge from united efforts. I just
hope that Sesotho, my mother tongue, also gets to enjoy wider representation not
only in Hip Hop, but in other music genres as well. Thus it can also expand the
national heritage of this beautiful country of ours. Perhaps Magolompita may
just be the group from the Sesotho-speaking population to spearhead this
movement. And maybe a few years from now similar successes as enjoyed by the
Motswako brand of Hip Hop may be achieved.
In conclusion, it is worth noting that there is an element
in Hip Hop music that promotes self-supremacy. This is done in both good and
bad taste. There are for example, artists who despite proclaiming to be better
than others, are actually having a merit to do so because there is a highly
intellectual and artistic way they approach their work (not that I encourage self-praise
anyway). Sadly, there are rappers who are quintessentially bad in that they are
merely empty vessels that make the most noise – no stimulation or engagement from
their content whatsoever.
However, I am happy to note that Magolopita falls in the
group that is both artistic and intellectually probing in their art form. And
this is the kind of artistic discipline I appreciate about various forms of art.
I can only wish that their footprint reach the whole of South Africa and
abroad.
30 Aug 2013
12. Person Centered Revolution
Reflections on The Way of The Outsider
by Monde Mdodana
Nxele will return!
He will yet come to us, bold as Love.
Nxele The Outsider.
He will announce The Person Centered Revolution!
for two hundred years; the people
will hear their forgotten Selves in his speech.
nor will he fight to Liberate the class;
The Outsider will return to struggle
for the Liberation of the Person!
teaching young men The Way to Heal through Love.
as terrifying as The Black Panther
in Self defense!
by Monde Mdodana
He will yet come to us, bold as Love.
Nxele The Outsider.
He will be poor; hence he will have nothing
to lose.He will announce The Person Centered Revolution!
Nxele will return!
He will speak as one who has been silentfor two hundred years; the people
will hear their forgotten Selves in his speech.
He will be poor; hence he will have nothing
to lose.
He will announce The Person Centered Revolution!
Nxele will return!
He will not fight to Liberate the race,nor will he fight to Liberate the class;
The Outsider will return to struggle
for the Liberation of the Person!
He will be poor; hence he will have nothing
to lose.
He will announce The Person Centered
Revolution!
Nxele will return!
He will be seen in Initiation Schools,teaching young men The Way to Heal through Love.
He will be poor; hence he will have nothing
to lose.
He will announce The Person Centered
Revolution!
Nxele will return!
He will trouble no man, yet he will beas terrifying as The Black Panther
in Self defense!
He will be poor; hence he will have nothing
to lose.
He will announce The Person Centered
Revolution!2 Aug 2013
The Truth About that Dream: an excerpt from a short story
by Deon-Simphiwe Skade
It feels like a dream. One I may easily wake up from. If only someone could shake me. Can someone shake me – Please? But it ought to be the right push, lest I get tipped off from the comfort of my bed and fall. I’m fearful of falling, and of heights. Perhaps this fear has something to do with my bad dreams. I usually experience dreams in which I fall; from rooftops, bridges, trees, mountains – I’m always falling – forever.
As I try to make peace with my fear for falling, I see a man I always struggle to outrun. He has graced many of my dreams before.
Even though I haven’t seen him in a while, he still carries the same malevolent air about him that holds enormous darkness in my sleep. I watch him approach a short distance away. Like me, he’s walking in a dimly-lit alley with the clearest night watching over the world. The man seems to be calculating ways of eventually capturing me in order to cause me serious bodily harm. It’s in the way he inspects me that reveals his malicious desires. To date, I still don’t know what I did to him to be such sought blood.
I could turn around and run, but such a move could cost me in many ways. For one, the dark man runs very fast which is of course my disadvantage. If I have to escape him this time, I have to be a little innovative and lead him to believe that my calm approach is merely to submit myself to him, only to surprise him with my sudden escape when I get closer to him. The escape I would manage, would lead me to the resumption of my search for Cynthia. She promised to kiss me. I’m sure that my girlfriend would not approve of Cynthia’s lips touching mine, especially the way lovers’ lips touch. But we’ll make the whole thing our little secret, Cynthia and I.
I have been eager to kiss Cynthia since we became colleagues a few months ago. She’s been very keen to kiss me too, but has been playful about the whole thing. She even teased about her desire to kiss me in the presence of our colleagues, who then just laughed her talk off like it was a joke. But I know she meant it. That is why I have to find her before the night dies so as to put an end to her little games.
The sky is a clear dark blue blanket. But the stars have shunned its darkness. It’s as if the vast space above had caused an embarrassment to the entire universe, and somehow the non-showing of stars serves as a fitting punishment to the heavens. But it’s the same ol’ night. The preceding ones have had the same melting blue, which twinkled with traces of ghosts that roamed above while the whole world was fast asleep.
With all the risk I’m taking to find Cynthia, I know it may seem like I’m the one with the greater urge to kiss her. But she’s just being strategic about the whole thing. I know she’s being deliberately elusive so that I may chase her and later become the one to carry the blame when we’re both caught and shamed for our kiss.
“I did not suggest that we kiss; you did and pushed me to that end.” I imagine her saying this, washing her hands clean of any traces of guilt.
But I don’t think it would come to that, we’d keep the whole thing discreet.
I have to find Cynthia and show her how silly traces of ghosts look in this sullen blue night; which if one thinks about it, ought to be affected by the revelations of dead souls flashing over its tremendous plane.
As I get closer to the approaching dark man in the alley, I search for his large illuminated eyes and find them. They are flickering like amber flames fighting not to die. He fixes his stare on me, ready to pounce. Then out of the blue, the air suddenly becomes thick with pressure, as if throttled by the tensions of evil forces. And before I could assess the distance that keeps the dark man away from me, he charges, snarling like an angry predator. Something subdues me and takes away my ability to move. I become weak: at the knees, in my thoughts and throughout my entire muscled frame.
But I manage to jump towards the top edge of the alley wall in the same way as I planned to escape. My hands lock into a firm grip which should allow me to lift my body up so as to jump over the wall. But I’m too heavy to do that. The dark man stands and watches me as I struggle. And then he laughs with a dark whimper in his voice...
... This story continues here.
(It was first published on Botsotso Literary Journal.)
It feels like a dream. One I may easily wake up from. If only someone could shake me. Can someone shake me – Please? But it ought to be the right push, lest I get tipped off from the comfort of my bed and fall. I’m fearful of falling, and of heights. Perhaps this fear has something to do with my bad dreams. I usually experience dreams in which I fall; from rooftops, bridges, trees, mountains – I’m always falling – forever.
As I try to make peace with my fear for falling, I see a man I always struggle to outrun. He has graced many of my dreams before.
Even though I haven’t seen him in a while, he still carries the same malevolent air about him that holds enormous darkness in my sleep. I watch him approach a short distance away. Like me, he’s walking in a dimly-lit alley with the clearest night watching over the world. The man seems to be calculating ways of eventually capturing me in order to cause me serious bodily harm. It’s in the way he inspects me that reveals his malicious desires. To date, I still don’t know what I did to him to be such sought blood.
I could turn around and run, but such a move could cost me in many ways. For one, the dark man runs very fast which is of course my disadvantage. If I have to escape him this time, I have to be a little innovative and lead him to believe that my calm approach is merely to submit myself to him, only to surprise him with my sudden escape when I get closer to him. The escape I would manage, would lead me to the resumption of my search for Cynthia. She promised to kiss me. I’m sure that my girlfriend would not approve of Cynthia’s lips touching mine, especially the way lovers’ lips touch. But we’ll make the whole thing our little secret, Cynthia and I.
I have been eager to kiss Cynthia since we became colleagues a few months ago. She’s been very keen to kiss me too, but has been playful about the whole thing. She even teased about her desire to kiss me in the presence of our colleagues, who then just laughed her talk off like it was a joke. But I know she meant it. That is why I have to find her before the night dies so as to put an end to her little games.
The sky is a clear dark blue blanket. But the stars have shunned its darkness. It’s as if the vast space above had caused an embarrassment to the entire universe, and somehow the non-showing of stars serves as a fitting punishment to the heavens. But it’s the same ol’ night. The preceding ones have had the same melting blue, which twinkled with traces of ghosts that roamed above while the whole world was fast asleep.
With all the risk I’m taking to find Cynthia, I know it may seem like I’m the one with the greater urge to kiss her. But she’s just being strategic about the whole thing. I know she’s being deliberately elusive so that I may chase her and later become the one to carry the blame when we’re both caught and shamed for our kiss.
“I did not suggest that we kiss; you did and pushed me to that end.” I imagine her saying this, washing her hands clean of any traces of guilt.
But I don’t think it would come to that, we’d keep the whole thing discreet.
I have to find Cynthia and show her how silly traces of ghosts look in this sullen blue night; which if one thinks about it, ought to be affected by the revelations of dead souls flashing over its tremendous plane.
As I get closer to the approaching dark man in the alley, I search for his large illuminated eyes and find them. They are flickering like amber flames fighting not to die. He fixes his stare on me, ready to pounce. Then out of the blue, the air suddenly becomes thick with pressure, as if throttled by the tensions of evil forces. And before I could assess the distance that keeps the dark man away from me, he charges, snarling like an angry predator. Something subdues me and takes away my ability to move. I become weak: at the knees, in my thoughts and throughout my entire muscled frame.
But I manage to jump towards the top edge of the alley wall in the same way as I planned to escape. My hands lock into a firm grip which should allow me to lift my body up so as to jump over the wall. But I’m too heavy to do that. The dark man stands and watches me as I struggle. And then he laughs with a dark whimper in his voice...
... This story continues here.
(It was first published on Botsotso Literary Journal.)
The Left Hand of Prophecy (Part One): an excerpt from a short story
by Monde Mdodana
“One of the most remarkable figures in Xhosa history is warrior prophet named Nxele, known in the colony as Makana or Links, the left-handed.”
1. Nxele’s Prologue
And now that we have made all the preparations, I must take pains to write this letter. I hope that it will be timeless, and that every Son of Man will read it. But I am addressing it specifically to you; the Existing Individual. I can not hope to address it to everyone, for then I address it to no one. I can not hope to inspire Spirit in the crowd, for Spirit manifests not but through the Existing Individual Soul. Concepts such as “crowd”, “humanity” and “mankind” are but abstractions representing a group of Existing Individuals. What actually exist, in the concrete, are the Individuals, not the concepts. The first clue to the Spirit is the Spiritual Individual. The first clue to the Creator is the Created Individual. The first clue to Existence is the Existing Individual. No, I can not hope to inspire the crowd with Spirit. But you, the Existing Individual, I have Faith in you.
2. The Seven Solitudes or The Ten Year Exile
From the moment we set foot on the island, I began attracting thoughts about making a getaway as soon as an opportunity presented itself. I gave myself up to the christians because I knew it was me that they wanted the most. The scourge that they brought to the village was a challenge to me personally to come out of hiding. They know that I am the heart of the assault, that it is I who inspired the warriors to raise the War Cry and stab the enemy in order to protect the land. I knew that they would not cease to harrass and torture the villagers as long as I remained in hiding.
I gave myself up so here I am; bound at Robben Island. They could have kept me in a prison in Xhosaland, but they chose to bring me out to this island. I imagine that a plant that has been uprooted and left in the sun to dry feels like I feel right now; banned from the nutritious soil, exiled, condemned to the Seven Solitudes! They obviously hope to hammer it in that I will never see my homeland again, to press it into my psyche until it sinks in that I will be isolated forever! The island is a symbol of Isolation, their message is clear to me.
But I am no stranger to isolation. In fact, isolation is my most faithful Spirit. I like to call him Solitude and play with his ears. I have been with Solitude ever since I was a little boy. He and I have an irresistible, mysterious, unspoken connection. He has been following me everywhere I go for as long as I can remember. But I also follow him sometimes. To the bushveld, to the rivers; to the mountains! I let Solitude lead every now and again because he knows where Mystery dwells.
She is an irresistible creature, this Mystery. Our best minds and Huntsmen in The World of Spirit have broken down or gone insane, all in despair of her elusive nature. But what is really irresistible about Mystery? Is she irresistible in herself, or is it an irresistible urge in us to search, to explore, to climb the mountains of Consciousness that we may know their abysses as well as their summits? I think it’s the latter; we, Huntsmen in The World of Spirit, are the begetters of the irresistible quality in Mystery. Mystery Exists, but not every man finds her irresistible. It is us, Huntsmen in The World of Spirit!
You may be wondering; what is a Huntsman in The World of Spirit? A Huntsman in The World of Spirit is a -Man of Solitude. Every man has his Solitude, but not every man acknowledges him in his entirety. A Huntsman in The World of Spirit must accept his Solitude, because it is from, in, and through Solitude that he will learn to go beyond the senses in his hunt for the heart of Mystery. And we must not forget our formula: The first clue to the Spirit is the Spiritual Individual. The first clue to the Creator is the Created Individual. The first clue to Existence is the Existing Individual. But what is the first clue to Mystery? The first clue to Mystery is the Self. His Individual Soul or him-Self is everyman’s first true Mystery. A Huntsman in The World of Spirit must learn this. He must learn that the crowd can not help him in his search for Mystery or Spirit or the Creator. That is, he must learn to accept his Solitude!
A Huntsman in The World of Spirit should strive to be like the Firefly, which finds its way through darkness not but by the aid of its own light...
... This story continues here.
(It was first published on Botsotso Literary Journal.)
“One of the most remarkable figures in Xhosa history is warrior prophet named Nxele, known in the colony as Makana or Links, the left-handed.”
1. Nxele’s Prologue
And now that we have made all the preparations, I must take pains to write this letter. I hope that it will be timeless, and that every Son of Man will read it. But I am addressing it specifically to you; the Existing Individual. I can not hope to address it to everyone, for then I address it to no one. I can not hope to inspire Spirit in the crowd, for Spirit manifests not but through the Existing Individual Soul. Concepts such as “crowd”, “humanity” and “mankind” are but abstractions representing a group of Existing Individuals. What actually exist, in the concrete, are the Individuals, not the concepts. The first clue to the Spirit is the Spiritual Individual. The first clue to the Creator is the Created Individual. The first clue to Existence is the Existing Individual. No, I can not hope to inspire the crowd with Spirit. But you, the Existing Individual, I have Faith in you.
2. The Seven Solitudes or The Ten Year Exile
From the moment we set foot on the island, I began attracting thoughts about making a getaway as soon as an opportunity presented itself. I gave myself up to the christians because I knew it was me that they wanted the most. The scourge that they brought to the village was a challenge to me personally to come out of hiding. They know that I am the heart of the assault, that it is I who inspired the warriors to raise the War Cry and stab the enemy in order to protect the land. I knew that they would not cease to harrass and torture the villagers as long as I remained in hiding.
I gave myself up so here I am; bound at Robben Island. They could have kept me in a prison in Xhosaland, but they chose to bring me out to this island. I imagine that a plant that has been uprooted and left in the sun to dry feels like I feel right now; banned from the nutritious soil, exiled, condemned to the Seven Solitudes! They obviously hope to hammer it in that I will never see my homeland again, to press it into my psyche until it sinks in that I will be isolated forever! The island is a symbol of Isolation, their message is clear to me.
But I am no stranger to isolation. In fact, isolation is my most faithful Spirit. I like to call him Solitude and play with his ears. I have been with Solitude ever since I was a little boy. He and I have an irresistible, mysterious, unspoken connection. He has been following me everywhere I go for as long as I can remember. But I also follow him sometimes. To the bushveld, to the rivers; to the mountains! I let Solitude lead every now and again because he knows where Mystery dwells.
She is an irresistible creature, this Mystery. Our best minds and Huntsmen in The World of Spirit have broken down or gone insane, all in despair of her elusive nature. But what is really irresistible about Mystery? Is she irresistible in herself, or is it an irresistible urge in us to search, to explore, to climb the mountains of Consciousness that we may know their abysses as well as their summits? I think it’s the latter; we, Huntsmen in The World of Spirit, are the begetters of the irresistible quality in Mystery. Mystery Exists, but not every man finds her irresistible. It is us, Huntsmen in The World of Spirit!
You may be wondering; what is a Huntsman in The World of Spirit? A Huntsman in The World of Spirit is a -Man of Solitude. Every man has his Solitude, but not every man acknowledges him in his entirety. A Huntsman in The World of Spirit must accept his Solitude, because it is from, in, and through Solitude that he will learn to go beyond the senses in his hunt for the heart of Mystery. And we must not forget our formula: The first clue to the Spirit is the Spiritual Individual. The first clue to the Creator is the Created Individual. The first clue to Existence is the Existing Individual. But what is the first clue to Mystery? The first clue to Mystery is the Self. His Individual Soul or him-Self is everyman’s first true Mystery. A Huntsman in The World of Spirit must learn this. He must learn that the crowd can not help him in his search for Mystery or Spirit or the Creator. That is, he must learn to accept his Solitude!
A Huntsman in The World of Spirit should strive to be like the Firefly, which finds its way through darkness not but by the aid of its own light...
... This story continues here.
(It was first published on Botsotso Literary Journal.)
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